Marmalade Maggie

Right now I feel like I have a lot to write but I really don't know what to write and I kind of have a headache. I guess I will start off by saying I am listening to The Merediths which were one of the greatest local Louisville bands a few years ago. They are seriously awesome but they broke up. I would like to go to sleep right now but I have slept 13 of the last 24 hours so that doesn't really help. I guess I could talk about my life. I really feel like I am in a good place in my life. I have great friends. I have an awesome (and cute) girlfriend who I feel like I have a great relationship with. I'm getting along well with my parents. I have a direction and goals in school that I feel confident I can achieve. I have a fun job (lifeguarding) and I will be the head guard of my pool in about a month. I think that is pretty good for my first year on the job. Hopefully I'll get a pay raise because right now the biggest stress in my life is having enough money to make it through next school year.

My God has two thirds of my brain. (From the song I am listening to)

For the first time in my life for as long as I can remember I feel a certain (positive) pressure to achieve something. Pretty much all of high school I really didn't care. I don't know why and honestly I'm sick of trying to figure out why I didn't. Maybe a psychologist would know but I don't care. Right now I feel motivated and that is a good thing so why over analyze it? I probably need to start living healthier (aka run, lift and bike more) but that is kind of in the back of my mind. At the beginning of summer I was kind of hoping for a summer like last summer where I partied with my friends all the time and had wild crazy adventures. I have done a bit of that this summer but my favorite parts have just been the sitting and the talking: the calmer times. I guess that's growing up. A few of my friends party a bit too much I fear but I'm not going to worry about that too much. Live and let live.

I got something to say. I killed a baby today. (From the song I am listening to)

I am really looking forward to the next school year.

I guess that is about all I am going to say for now.