Thursday, May 28, 2009

I hate.

I hate every car on the road I'm not in.
I hate every street sign telling me direction I already know.
I hate it when adults talk about how certain people have "ruined their lives because of drugs".
I hate that I still get scared.
I hate that certain things don't scare me anymore.
I hate that I haven't done anything or gotten anywhere in my life.
I hate that I can't be happy with what I have.
I hate it when I think horrible things and am not even bothered.
I hate the way I convey emotions.
I hate not being emotional and then being very emotional.
I hate the word emotional and ever bit of context that could possibly be associated with it.
I hate people like me.
I hate it when people say "you can do whatever you want in life" because you can't.
I hate the way people organize themselves.
I hate how hypocritical I have become.
I hate writing this and things like it.
I would hate myself if I never wrote this and things like it (maybe).
I hate that most of these things are lies.
I hate knowing people's names that don't know mine.
I hate thinking about how little I have ever done.
I hate being a different person.
I hate the idea of "being yourself" even though I agree with it.
I hate how dumb this sounds.
I hate that people will put more emphasis on the last line of this.

1 comment:

  1. you are not alone in any of these; i don't know if you hate that or not, but at least there's comfort in knowing that someone else hates red metal octagons that try to tell you what to do.

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