RA RA RA

Need to write. Need to read. Need to do accounting homework. Need to think things over. Need to decide.

This is my list of things to right now with no particular goal time.

I also probably need to drop something in my life. Things are gonna get too overwhelming. I guess I will have to think that over too. I need time to exercise too. Things will slow down eventually I hope.

My mind is all FUCKINGSHITHISH"IOFN"SOUFHS>RN:OSIFCNS

Cicadas are chirping outside.
My window is half open.
I'll get too cold later tonight.

My room is a mess and that really bothers me.

That never used to bother me.

I did art tonight and for the moment I am happy with it.

In the morning it will not be like I remembered it.

The defense rests it's case.

If I do accounting now I can sleep. If I sleep I will be happier tomorrow. If I am happier tomorrow I will get things done. If I get more things done tomorrow I will have more time the rest of the week. If I have more time the rest of the week I will be a successful person.

Fuck success.

Ryan

Recently

I wanna start a post-hardcore band.

Tired

Sometimes I need silence.

School Update

So I just finished my first week of school. It was really only two days but whatever. I have 7 new roommates. Someone is always playing a guitar. Always. While not excited for homework, I am pretty okay with all of my classes. So far drawing seems to be the most fun. Hopefully I get some sick doodlin' skills (SkIlZ). All of my non-Bellarmine buddies are moving back this weekend, which is kinda shitty but I'll still see them. I just recently talked to a good buddy of mine who thinks starting a band would be a good idea. I agree whole-heartedly. Tonight I am going to see Inglourious Basterds which I have high expectations for. Brad Pitt and Quentin Tarantino are two film and television people that I normally enjoy. The fair is also this weekend. I would like to go to that if I can find someone to go with. I like looking at the bunny rabbits. I'll write more here later.

Dear Diary.

Fucking School

Yay

I'm beat, beat red.

Pinkerton.

blink 182

blink 182 opened the show with dumpweed and closed the song with dammit. I got to mosh to fucking dammit. I had a good time. Fall out boy was not Weezer.

Also... good song

I thought I felt your shape but I was wrong
Really all I felt was falsely strong
I held on tight and closed my eyes
It was dumb I had no sense of your size

It was dumb to hold so tight
But last night
On the birthday in the kitchen
My grip was loose my eyes were open

I felt your shape and heard you breathing
I felt the rise and fall of your chest
I felt your fall
Your winter snows
Your gusty blow
Your lava flow
I felt it all
Your starry night
Your lack of light
With limp arms I can feel most of you

I hung around your neck independently
And my loss was overwhelmed
By this new depth I don't think I ever felt

But I don't know
The nights are cold
And I remember warmth
I could have sworn I wasn't alone

Its that time

Almost time to move. Almost time for school.


You boys like Mexico?

Silly Animals in Sillier Situation 1

Social D

So I just saw the band Social Distortion live and in person (via the Egyptian Room of Indianapolis' Murat) and I think I just fulfilled a childhood goal. I am hoarse from yelling the words to "Don't Drag Me Down". My left shoulder and stomach are sore. I got to see a skinhead publicly humiliated and then kicked out by a room full of anti-rascist punks. Social Distortion is one of the bands I grew up listening to (thanks Dave Mirra BMX for the Playstation) and they just played a kickass show. I also saw a dude in a Minor Threat T-shirt drinking a beer and at first I was a bit mad but then I realized he was probably straight edge like Ryan so it is okay. ALWAYS GONNA KEEP IN TOUCH!!!! NEVER GONNA USE A CRUTCH!!!! I'VE GOT THE STRAIGHT EDGE!!!!!

Also the opening band Strangers was really fucking good: http://www.myspace.com/strangersstrangers

The second opening band Civet was an entirely chick punk band and they were okay... the lead singer was pretty peppy and yelled a lot so i guess that counts for something. Their recorded tracks sound a lot better than they did live: http://www.myspace.com/civet